Thursday, March 11, 2010
Fuck
Out of fucking nowhere, I am starting to panic about stuff. Like that the landlord will want us to move when the lease is up in July. I have no clue where that came from, but now I'm all stressed. Shit like this always happens when I get ready to go back to work after a few days. My brain always finds something to stress out over. I hate this. I hate it. :(
Where the HELL have I been?!
I just now discovered the beauty of this man...what the FUCK is my problem???!!
I rented the movie Carriers and...within about the first 30 seconds, I was nearly fucking drooling all over myself over him. I mean, I knew OF him, and had seen the commercials for Star Trek, but I guess I never really paid attention to him before now.
First of all, he reminds me a little bit of DC...the lips, and the smirk, and a little bit in the way he carries himself.
Plus, I'm reading Lover Eternal right now, and he is just about the perfect Rhage.
Oh, and when I typed his name into Google, one of the the searches I came up with was "Chris Pine Bulge". And by some of those pictures, he seems to have something else in common with DC. :P
Wednesday, March 10, 2010
I have a gift
If there is a shitty movie out there, I will watch it. And the sad thing is, in this instance, I actually PAID $5 for the privilege of watching said piece of shit film. I am a fucking moron.
The name of the movie was The Box, and it seriously was one of the worst movie I have ever seen. But, it wasn't an entertaining kind of bad...it was just painfully bad. But still, I couldn't look away...like some kind of car wreck. *shakes head* Oh, and as i'm watching it, I'm saying to myself...this has the feel of a wanna be hip indie movie. Kind of like a Donnie Darko, only gone horribly, horribly wrong. And what do I find out at the end? That it was written and directed by Richard Fucking Kelly....the man who did Donnie Darko!!!! That just makes the entire thing even fucking worse!!!! *screams in frustration*
The name of the movie was The Box, and it seriously was one of the worst movie I have ever seen. But, it wasn't an entertaining kind of bad...it was just painfully bad. But still, I couldn't look away...like some kind of car wreck. *shakes head* Oh, and as i'm watching it, I'm saying to myself...this has the feel of a wanna be hip indie movie. Kind of like a Donnie Darko, only gone horribly, horribly wrong. And what do I find out at the end? That it was written and directed by Richard Fucking Kelly....the man who did Donnie Darko!!!! That just makes the entire thing even fucking worse!!!! *screams in frustration*
Corey #1
I just heard on HLN that Corey Haim died this morning.
I don't even know what to say. I have so many memories....really amazing childhood memories, tied into some of his movies. This just makes me so damn sad. What a fucking waste. *sigh*
Why do I feel like this is just going to end up being in opportunity for Feldmen to be on every talk show imaginable? I have no doubt he wouldn't think twice about using this as another way to get some publicity. And that literally makes me fucking sick.
I don't even know what to say. I have so many memories....really amazing childhood memories, tied into some of his movies. This just makes me so damn sad. What a fucking waste. *sigh*
Why do I feel like this is just going to end up being in opportunity for Feldmen to be on every talk show imaginable? I have no doubt he wouldn't think twice about using this as another way to get some publicity. And that literally makes me fucking sick.
Tuesday, March 9, 2010
Precious, and other thoughts
I just watched Precious. It was good, but fucking depressing as hell. I mean, I know it would have been incredibly unrealistic if it had a happy ending, but still...
But, in a way I guess it did have a partial happy ending. Precious got away from her psycho mother, and got her kids back. Anyhow, it was a good movie. Mo'nique was amazing as the psycho mom. And Mariah fucking Carey can actually act. Oh, and I never realized how hot Lenny Kravitz is. Yum. I was kinda hoping that he would make a play for Precious to give us big girls some hope. LOL.
So, I'm not done bitching about House and Ms Blogger Laura Prepon. She actually blogged about needing heart surgery and had her readers vote on which kind of valve she should get. Can you say incredibly implausible???? I mean, I am far from a blogging queen, but everything about that character was fake and impossible. The minute she finds out she's not going to die...she blogs about it instead of spending time with her boyfriend. It was absurdly insulting to think someone would act like that given the situation.Besides, no one's life is interesting enough to have hundreds of readers that generate dozens of comments nearly instantaneously. And no, I am not saying that because I wish *I* had that many readers...hell, I wouldn't want that many people reading my ramblings. It just bugs me when they get things THAT fucking wrong in one of the few TV shows I actually watch anymore.
And here's a point I remembered last night before I even watched the episode. There was an older ep where a Video Game designer blogged about his symptoms and had his readers give their opinions on what kind of treatment he should get, talked about his Drs etc. Again...makes. no. sense. So, not only was it a stupid and unrealistic story idea, but it had already been done on the same show, in the same damn season. Very disappointing.
Moving on....
Dad is spending most of his afternoon, napping. I'm happy he's resting, but he gets very confused when he sleeps during the day. But, I promised I would let him rest, since he has been having trouble sleeping again. I need to be a good daughter and be happy he's resting. He needs as much as he can get.
Nothing much else is going on today. And here is yet another reason why I find it so hard to keep up on a journal. My life is so damn boring, or full of so many problems that i get tired of laying out just how crappy my life really is. But, again...I am going to try. It's good for the soul. Lord knows that I don't have anyone around me in my daily life who can listen to my problems. Why not put it out on the internet for no one to read. Honestly, I think I am the only person in the world who has a blog that no one else reads. But that's okay. I wouldn't read about my life, either.
But, in a way I guess it did have a partial happy ending. Precious got away from her psycho mother, and got her kids back. Anyhow, it was a good movie. Mo'nique was amazing as the psycho mom. And Mariah fucking Carey can actually act. Oh, and I never realized how hot Lenny Kravitz is. Yum. I was kinda hoping that he would make a play for Precious to give us big girls some hope. LOL.
So, I'm not done bitching about House and Ms Blogger Laura Prepon. She actually blogged about needing heart surgery and had her readers vote on which kind of valve she should get. Can you say incredibly implausible???? I mean, I am far from a blogging queen, but everything about that character was fake and impossible. The minute she finds out she's not going to die...she blogs about it instead of spending time with her boyfriend. It was absurdly insulting to think someone would act like that given the situation.Besides, no one's life is interesting enough to have hundreds of readers that generate dozens of comments nearly instantaneously. And no, I am not saying that because I wish *I* had that many readers...hell, I wouldn't want that many people reading my ramblings. It just bugs me when they get things THAT fucking wrong in one of the few TV shows I actually watch anymore.
And here's a point I remembered last night before I even watched the episode. There was an older ep where a Video Game designer blogged about his symptoms and had his readers give their opinions on what kind of treatment he should get, talked about his Drs etc. Again...makes. no. sense. So, not only was it a stupid and unrealistic story idea, but it had already been done on the same show, in the same damn season. Very disappointing.
Moving on....
Dad is spending most of his afternoon, napping. I'm happy he's resting, but he gets very confused when he sleeps during the day. But, I promised I would let him rest, since he has been having trouble sleeping again. I need to be a good daughter and be happy he's resting. He needs as much as he can get.
Nothing much else is going on today. And here is yet another reason why I find it so hard to keep up on a journal. My life is so damn boring, or full of so many problems that i get tired of laying out just how crappy my life really is. But, again...I am going to try. It's good for the soul. Lord knows that I don't have anyone around me in my daily life who can listen to my problems. Why not put it out on the internet for no one to read. Honestly, I think I am the only person in the world who has a blog that no one else reads. But that's okay. I wouldn't read about my life, either.
Monday, March 8, 2010
Inspired
I was watching the beginning of House, and there's Laura Prepon playing a blogger who .... spoiler warning... develops a mystery illness that Dr House needs to figure out. Anyhow, I decided that, yet again, I need to make an effort to keep a journal of my fucked up life. I have been doing this off and on since I was 16, so I really need to try to make an effort to get back into it. Of course I have so started and abandoned so many fucking journals over the years, I won't be surprised if I just give up on this one as well.
So, something that bugged me about Laura Prepon the blogger. She's sitting at home at 2am typing away, and supposedly getting nearly instant feedback from her scores of avid readers. Now, excuse me but I find it very hard to believe that anyone would be hanging on every word that she wrote, considering she's supposedly only writing about her daily life. Maybe I'm just used to no one reading *my* blogs...maybe there are people who have dozens of people sitting on the edge of their seat waiting for someone to update that they went to the dentist.
I need a new title for this journal. Something...inspired.
ETA: I decided on using lyrics from Crime Scene Pt 1. It'll do for now.
So, something that bugged me about Laura Prepon the blogger. She's sitting at home at 2am typing away, and supposedly getting nearly instant feedback from her scores of avid readers. Now, excuse me but I find it very hard to believe that anyone would be hanging on every word that she wrote, considering she's supposedly only writing about her daily life. Maybe I'm just used to no one reading *my* blogs...maybe there are people who have dozens of people sitting on the edge of their seat waiting for someone to update that they went to the dentist.
I need a new title for this journal. Something...inspired.
ETA: I decided on using lyrics from Crime Scene Pt 1. It'll do for now.
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