Short and sweet

My dad's last dr appointment didn't go well. his o2 level was very low, and the dr freaked out. even though my dad's blood work came back fine, and his last xray looked clear, the dr decided to bring up the subject of hospice care. this completely devastated me, and long story short, he's coming back on June 3 to discuss it with us.

Dad has decided, and I agree, that he doesn't need that. He is feeling much better than he has been for a long time, and while he does have breathing problems at times, it's not to the point of completely throwing up our hands and giving up, the way the dr made it sound.

I am nervous about the appointment. i am nervous that it's going to be a disaster, and that the dr will say he no longer can treat my dad. which means...well, that we're screwed.

Winding Down...

My vacay hasn't been all that I had hoped it would be. Mainly because my dad has had a rough night every night since it started. I haven't done much. Haven't accomplished anything. Hell, I didn't even mow the lawn like i meant to the other day. Oh well...I honestly don't give a shit.

Kayla & Kevin's flight was canceled this morning, so they won't get into Florida until tomorrow. She has been getting closer and closer to telling me that she feels about Lee, the was she does about Dave. I expect the confession any day now.

Lee's Homecoming videos..remind me so much of when Dave went back to KC. So many aspects of Lee's time on Idol, and hell...just Lee the person, remind me in some way of DC.

Trying not to get too overly depressed about returning to work on Wednesday. My schedule sucks, no shock there. But, she gave me off on Saturday, which means I'm going to have 2 crappy paychecks in a row.

Life is otherwise uneventful. Which I guess, is a good thing for the most part.

Vacation

So, this is day 6 of my vacation, and so far it's been....okay. My dad has had a few rough days, but overall I guess everything is alright. i know, i sound so overwhelmed with joy. but, i'm embracing my miserable bitch side these days. I mean, I'm already counting down til I have to go back, and i *still* have over a week. I'm such a fucking dumbass.

Kayla has become obsessed with Lee on AI. I knew it was coming...though she tried to act like he didn't have any affect on her. but now he's basically all she talks about. she still won't admit to this now, but this is exactly how the obsession with DC started. By the time she comes out here in August...

Ugh...don't remind me about August. I'm fucking dreading it. Wow, I'm some best friend...dreading a visit with her. But, I'm just...a pathetic loner and don't deal well with bonding in person. LOL